Why the hell am i here? What the hell is going on? i feel so overwelme. I see no relief from this, no lightening from this pain. I no longer feel, no longer hear the words that are coming from your lips. I can tasted the agony in the air, tasted the failure on my tongue. All thats left of me is bones, all the flesh that was eaten away from worry. Why am i here? Why is this something that just doesn’t seem to disappear? I’m screaming for help, but no one can hear me. Screaming so loud its silent. I’m clawing at the door that i want to be open. Clawing to what i though was supposed to be. but now i know its just a dream. A dream that will drown in a cup of all the other hopeless dream. Why do i feel like this? Why does the world put you thought so much tragedy? With no money, and yelling for eternity, when will it end? When i’m dead? will it come to a point that i fail just like the other family members have? God can only tell you. He can hear the silent screams for help. but sometimes i feel i’m yelling to the air, but i, i know that someday… a time will come… the thing i most fear… is to be numb.
Take a Pucture of where you have traveled! the first price winner will win _______ can tell you just yet. just send in your picture with your name. please no writing on the pictures. Email is LyfePhotography11@yahoo.com
Time, what dose time mean to you? time can be something that a person may be looking forward to something or a special date. but what is truly time? can it just be something that someone made up to keep track of the things that they have to get done or is it for someone to keep track when they are going to see someone. just think about it
talking is a great way to let your feeling out about things you may be thinking about or things that you may be worrying about. that why i’m writing today. but i think from now on im going to be writing more often because i think a lot about random stuff like where am i going to be 10 years from now. but since im going to have a baby soon im going to be blogging about how the baby is doing. and how she is growing. im going to be a blogging mom on tumblr. but i am thinking about blogging on tumbler too so you can follow me there too.
Having a baby is not always the easiest thing to go through but what i can tell you is that it really is something you and your husband can follow week by week. in the beginning it is hard to deal with but you can make it, after you have past the first 9 weeks you begin to feel better and start to really enjoy food :) many changes to your body do happen and you can control the type of food you eat, but it should never be an excuse for eating so much that you get really out of shape. the average weight gain for pregnancy is 10 to 15 pounds. word of advice wait at least 5 years before you and you husband decide to have children.
There are many people in this word that have a problem that no one knows or something that has happened in the past that hurt them emotionally. Many people push it so deep in to their lives that they develop problems such as drinking, self mutilation, depression, suicidal thoughts, anger, and isolation. those things can and will become a problem to you and others because the people you love get hurt in the process. I’m talking to the people that feel alone in this but you are not, there are thousands of people this this world that have gone through so much and felt hurt, worthless, nothing, no one cares, well i have news for you, people do care and worry about your life and how you live it. find yourself, make amens, put someone to Justus. but don’t just think that its going to be something that you do and then you feel better, it will take some time, but don’t give up if you don’t see fast results keep going and have faith, next thing you know you find yourself happy, enjoying others, see life in a new way. i have seen this happen and i know that anyone can change, but for them to change they have to be willing to change first.
This is my John 3:16 tattoo on my left side done by Dusti Wright at Diezel Tattoo’s in Roseville, CA! I absolutely love love love it! :)
My dream room
Submitted by punchyourlightsouthitthepavement
how can someone always be worrying about the things of the future when we are not even close to the future yet… but what happened to the people saying that they need to put there trust in God… well i always here preaching about it but i never see anyone putting there faith in him for the things of the future. i mean why do they day yes i do put my trust in god but when you look at there daily lives there certainly don’t show it one bit… why? well we are just going to have to just leave that as a question that will never be answers or do we already have the answer… are just afraid to put our trust in him.. or do we really don’t care. i for one do care… but i can only speak for myself. you have to answer that question on your own.. no one can give you the answer.
Page 1 of 7